Satan remembered how actually worried and caring Lucifer sounded when he asked young Satan what was wrong and how patient he was when Satan started explaining how none of the outfits he owned felt right, how much he hated how girly and fememenine they were, how they highlighted the parts of his body he despised and couldn’t stand to look at.
Satan remembered how Lucifer, in less than a blink, was kneeling next to him, embracing him in his arms, before wiping away the tears staining his face before starting to clean the self-inflicted wounds that were starting to close on their own already due to Satan’s pure demonic blood.
#REMIND ME OF YOUR GENDER AGAIN SKIN#
It had been a day the brothers had to attend some sort of royal event at the Castle and they had to put on their best attire to show off their demon forms but every single one of Satan’s outfits just made him wanna crawl and hide and tore everything to shreds since they hugged his body in all the wrong places, highlighting the parts of it Satan couldn’t stand to see, the parts that made him feel the disconnection between body and mind grow further and further apart.Īnd when Lucifer went to his room after getting fed up with hearing Satan having yet another one of his tantrums, asking him to just get it over quickly, Satan, giving into his Sin, lashed out and told him how much he cared about what he thought, his voice raw from his tantrum.īut when Lucifer bursted inside his room, what the eldest saw was Satan standing in the middle of a mess of shredded fabric of what had been dresses, Satan’s eye red from crying, still-bleeding claw marks all along his arms and torso as if he had dug his nail so far down trying to tear his skin off. Satan would always remember the day he came out, when he was still a little devil, reaching about Lucifer’s waist at the time, still learning and growing into the role that being the Avatar of Wrath had given him.
If you could say one thing about Satan is how open he was with his transness, and how comfortable he had been in his own body and gender ever since he had come out all those centuries, probably even millenia, ago.
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